The Veredict

The Brainscan was clean... no weird spots to worry about, no grey shadows, no tumor, NO STROKE.

But unfortunatelly, this is not something to be happy about (though it is, in a way).
The symptoms are still there, and they (as my fucking strange and undefined illness) are not leaving me (thing we all thought it was happening).
NO, IT´S NOT LEAVING, and I´m facing another fall.
That´s the veredict...

Last time it happened I ended up in a coma for 4 days. Who knows what´s waiting for me now.

As a prevention move, my Docs have increased today my medication (yes, those drugs that have been poisoning my blood for the last two years, making me look like a Mutant Hippo all inflated and full of pimps in my back, not to mention the bloody injures in my skin, imsomnia and loosing my nails).

Yes, my regular dosis has been increased 30 times today.

Now if anyone comes to me saying he has a problem and start complaining about his job... I swer I´ll shoot him.

AND ALL OF YOU, DON´T BE STUPID! ENJOY YOUR LIFE! ENJOY EACH DAY AS IF IT WAS THE LAST! AND GO OUT, RUN, BREATH, SCREAM IF YOU HAVE TO...BUT DON´T STAY HOME FEELING MISERABLE ABOUT YOURSELF...

You never know where the end is...or what is waiting for you there....