Bitching out - The year of the fall
2004 was one of the crappiest years I had to live throw.
I started last year trying to survive to one of this-close-to-get-divorced situations, with a wonderfull trip to the IGUAZU FALLS with my Israel ANGELS, who helped me so much to get trough all my those days shit. And it was terrific! we had so much fun togheter that I almost forgot my husband´s name... (THAT´S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR!) so, that was the beginning... let´s say 2004 started well.
We finally got back togheter... we had our home storms, but we worked them out and now everything is ok on our relationship, and I´M REALLY HAPPY ABOUT IT! (despite being the everyweek " desperate housewives" inspiration, hhehe).
- the spot happened to be a brain injure caused by...... nobody knows it yet.
- what had started as a strange feeling on my left side became afterwards an almost total paralysis of the whole body.
- I lost my sight several times (now I have doble-sight)
- I´m not walking without help...
- doctors can´t get to a diagnosys yet, it´s a very rare case... (stop bitching it´s not their fault)
- I started a drug treathment and I´m better now. I can write! (cortizone ... )
ok, I don´t really wanna fall into details about all the things I had to face since this fucking illness came up in my life, and I don´t wanna sound like a DANIELLE STEEL novel but, if I am writting this, is because I feel it could help somebody, to make someone thik about life, about little things.
We are all running our lives, rearching for thigs, especting things, trying to own things, trying to get things, tryin to win thing, trying to fuck things, tryimng to earn things, trying to love tings...
I thought I had them all... I thougt I had everythig, and now I need someone to help me to go to the bathoom...
BUT LET ME TELL U, this won´t stop me. Since I had to quit the play, colllege and of course, my job, I
- wrote a novel (wich became very popular in lat america -more than 4.000readers!)
- participate in the production of a teathre show.
- am writting a new musical script.
- started writtng this blog, and I enjoy it a lot!.
- am helping in a new script adaptation of a classic greek tragedy.
- started a new distance curse on turism.
- am taking care of chleo, my daughter.
- started to enjoy litttle things.
- love... i just love...
I know there are a thousand things that I just skip... but they will come up in the upcoming posts. Be free to ask whatever u like, It´s ok. NOW A NEW YEAR HAS STARTED... AD EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. FOR ALL OF US.
I hope I didn´t bored you... if so, just bitch me by email...I´d love to read that hhehe.
I ´m a little sleepy now... see you next time!