THE BETTY FORD DIARIES, FINAL CHAPTER

I´M NOT JULES VERNE... BUT I DID IT IN 80 DAYS!

yes...it took 80 days... not a day more...not a day less...

I´M BACK HOME!!!!!!!

YES, U CAN TELL EVERYBODY... SINCE LAST FRIDAY NIGHT, IAN, THE "ARGENTINIAN GAY CRIPPLE" (Mrs Bees Knees, it was like this? I used to call myself: "THE HANDICAPPED BITCH" but I think I´ll take this new royal title you tried on me... sounds creepyer than the other) IS A FREE MAN!!!!... I FINALLY LEFT THE REHAB CENTER.... THEY SENT ME HOME.

ARE YOU SURPRISED?... WELL LET ME START THIS POST...

As you´ve been reading, the last three weeks were a living hell if we are talking about my personal & emotional life (divorce). So, last monday I went to the Rehab Center´s Director and I explained to him how my situation was (before this, I had a long conversation with my Desinated PT and friend SILVINA about my rehab plan, my improvements, her expectations about the threathment, etc.) and, taking into account all this stuff and the great success that my rehab has been since I came into that place... we decided it was time to start a new stage on my recovery road.

So we dated last friday as my last day in CARILE CLUB SPA RESORT (REHAB CENTER).

The situation was this... A lot of changes were happening in my life (divorce, to move back to my parent´s house, to get the idea of not living in B A DOWNTOWN anymore, to finally discover I had nobody beside me (husband) to share things like: "hey, i´m walking again, etc, etc ,etc...) and I WASN´T LIVING THEM!!!!! I was "living in that bubble called Rehab Center", absolutely safe from suffering... a place where, as I told you, you must think only about yourself.... and that´s exactly what I did: and it was time to face these facts, it was time to leave....

But don´t think its over... it´s just the begginning of, as my beloved son Nico said on his comment at my last week´s post:"the reborn as a new man".

Today I started the "new rehab plann" in a gym 10 minutes from my parent´s house (now my new home) and it was great to be outside again, meet new people and enjoy "natural light". I´m going to this Gym every morning and twice a week, a car is piking me up too take me to the clinic to keep woorking on my body and my voice.... and it sounds like a great plan!

About my now former husband, I won´t say a word, just to tell you that he is still missing and I knew because of a friend we have in common, that he already knows i´m out... but, still not even a call. (jerk?, idiot?, emotionally immature? or just another coward?.... who knows?)

WELL MY DEARS! I MADE AN ALBUM FOR YOU...it has all the piictures I took on my last day in REHAB... --pay attention to my little comments, there you have images of all the things I´ve been talking to you about for around 80 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

click on the hotty cycle rider to see the album. DO NOT TELL ME YOU COULDN´T FIND A HOTTY HERE!!! (my mom did it... bitch!)

ABOUT MY SITE...I´ll try to return to my regular postings next week. so... as always, STAY TUNED!

I´m happy, thank you so much for being by my side on this freaky road to my recovery... I knoe I´M NOT ALONE.

FOR YOU, FOR ME, FOR LIFE ITSELF...I´LL NEVER GIVE UP!

I LOVE YOU ALL

IAN